Tuesday, 31 August 2021

Teach me how to leave you.

My heart is broken by someone.
After supporting he left me alone.
I am burning in the fire of love.
He was medicine of all the pain.
The time spend with you is part of heaven.
The way he loved me and taught me the value of life .
Time you gave me and the knowledge you taught me.
No promises but still that level of confidence to love you.
Strength to fight with this world.
I may need him but I loved him.
But before he leaves me.
Teach me the talent of forgetting you.
You are leaving but take all your memories with you.
Ok leave but atleast look back for a while.
You are breaking this bond but still love it with me.
Sometimes I feel sad even sometimes I cry.
But teach my heart
How to leave you
Then leave with happiness.
I always thought you are with me,
So I never prayed for someone else.
You were my life's biggest gift. 
I always believed what if this world is not with me,
But you are always with me.
You teach me if you love,
Then learn how to unlove someone.
My hand was in your hand 
My heart was beating for you.
But I forget,you need someone best.
If you meet me somewhere,
Don't show your face 
Now I make my heart understand to live without you.
Your arrival may give me few minutes happiness,
But it will make me cry who life.
Go far far away from me so that I can't remember you or listen your voice.

Wednesday, 4 August 2021

I am pregnant ❣️

i got a piece of love inside me. I want to tell you and this world that I am pregnant. I will become a mom soon. That part of your love is now inside me . I always think what if people will ask for proof of our love and who will remember is after our death. I got a way which is bone of bone and  flash of our flash. You know what, when you are not around I keep talking as if someone is listening and responding too. I talk to our baby about your all bad habits which I like in you. I tell our baby, when you come into this world we will make your father a gentle man. Our baby used to laugh but then I tell our baby don't laugh your father is best. I tell our baby that your father feel jealous from you because I am sharing my love. But he doesn't know,I love him more than our baby. He came into my life before you. He gave me this phase to become a mother. He doesn't know I loved him for all his habits and he loved me for all my habits,that is why it happened. I can feel all moments you make inside me. I don't feel you as a burden Inside me but it grows my love for your father. Your every single kick make me remember of the time of our love. It's as sweet as honey and ad painful as breaking a bone. Your presence is better then everi. I love you but not more then your father. 
I will tell this whole world I am pregnant and I had loved..

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