Sunday, 3 October 2021

it was not me😭

It was not me,😭
When we talk to someone, be with someone so how can we bring 3rd person in between us. Why we always forget It was always between you and me.
The 3rd person is like that window pane , we may see  truth through it but it divides us from truth. I say it around me, everyone among us used to do it forgetting we had loved each other or we have trusted each other.  We let easily the 3rd person control our life. How can we believe the person who was not with us when we were writing this beautiful chapter of our life . But now we let this 3rd person break or make our life. How and why ?
No one can replace you, what you know and how you can talk, no other person can do that!
Most of the people are fighting because 3rd person said something. We never even try to go to that person and ask him/ her weather you real said it or not?  Even if we will talk to that person, still their Is something in us which don't agree with them now because that 3rd person said.
If you want to leave someone talk to that person directly no need to bring someone in between.  If you feel things will get wrong on phone, leave this way . Go to meet that person I believe the things which become wrong on phone sorts out when we meet that person.  One of my friend fought with her other friend on phone and then they don't meet each other for a long. But now when they meet each other after a long time. They hugged each other forgetting who is around because their love was much more strong than the fight their did on phone. Do you what was the best thing about their relationship they don't allow the 3rd person in between.  Perhaps if they have did it , now they will not even look towards each other.  Time is the best healer. I biggest regret in my life, my love didn't asked me and believe 3rd person. I wise I can go back in time and now my love should believe me not someone else. My love why don't you ask me? I will tell you it was not me..

That day I will not talk to you,Because I will remember " Jana" how I miss you.



Not only My mind  is  missing you,


My soul, body and heart is missing you.


Pretending I am happy & keep smiling


Because I can't help myself by crying.


Kissing your face, I can't do!


Hugging you now, I can't do!


U may be happy with your new life,


But I can't because I can't see you.


You just went away,


Without talking to me.


U can feel my tears,


And you never want me to cry.


Broken heart can't understand ,


how so precious person die?


Strength God gave me with this heartache,


Which came when I lost you.


I will hear your voice no more,


But Still I can't believe you are no more.


Million times I need you,


Million times I cry for you.


Heart hold a place,


Which noone else can ever fill.


You  don't go  alone,


Part of me went with you.


In life I loved you dearly,


In death I love you still.


Afraid to go your home,


Feeling what if your not there.


I believe in heart and heart,


You are still at your home.


I will make you one day proud,


Please wait for me at the gate.


That day I will not  talk to you,


Because I will remember  " Jana"  how I miss you.



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