Have mercy on me, my Łîfë

Why are you weeping, my life?
You know my weakness
Pain and sorrow I go throw
I don't know what is wrong
Till I don't cry
I am bad but a human being
I interpret your dreams
But I have desires too.

Look at me,my life
Whole my life is consumed
In your teaching
Depressed on how I suffer
I am exhausted following you.

My heart is bleeding
My patience was companion
But now opposing me
My heart was my hope
But that too oppose me

Why my life, why are you playing?
Dying for happiness
And deserted to fit this world
Following your demands
Atleast call death or let me live!
For your own pleasure.

Have mercy on me, my life.
You and pain are inseparable might.
I and happiness are inseparable weakness
Can't take the burden of pain
Struggling between strong and weak

Have mercy on me, my life
You had show me beyond my thinking
Giving and you are vast
Tolerance and me are small
Have mercy on me, my life

You had show me tough but hell Indeed
Hell and you are beautiful
But I and pain are ugly
Your beauty and ugly concealed
my delight comes to ending

My soul sometimes become anticipation
On your suffering but you turn it weak
My soul is tired with me
Leaving my hand in darkness
You are punishing me away
And its going quickly
Thus my life is in sadness

You show me high dreams of heaven
But then fall me into deep hell
You don't understand me
You don't help me
Thus my life is in misery

You have all the power
But I poor in understanding
You don't listen
And i don't obey
Thus my life is in extreme suffering

In the silence of the world you visit
your heaven and enjoy in his presence
But separation and bitter victim
of hope become this defeated body
Thus my life is in agonizing torture
Atleast have mercy on me my life.

On the day of Arafat

On the day of Arafat 

Allah says,

By the witnessing day (Friday)

and by the witnessed day (the Day of 'Arafah). [al-Buruj 85:3} The Messenger of Allah was asked about fasting on

the Day of 'Arafah. He said, it explates for the sins of the previous year and of the coming year. [Muslim] The Messenger of Allah said:

The best Du'a is the Du'à on the Day of 'Arafah.

And the best Du'a that I and the Prophets before me said is:

لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له له الملك وله الحمد

وهو على كل شيء قدير

La ilaha ill-Allah wahdahu la sharika lah

Lahu'l-mulk wa lahu'l-hamd wa huwa 'ala kulli shay'in qadir

There is no deity worthy of worship other than Allah, who is alone, having no partner. His is the dominion, and to Him belongs all praise.

He is, of everything, All-Capable. [at-Tirmidhi] The Messenger of Allah said:

There is no day on which Allah frees more people from the Fire than the Day of 'Arafah. He draws near and expresses His pride to the angels saying: "What do these people want? [Muslim]

Now question is when should we fast, all things work according to God's well ,so Arab countries celebrate eid before us when we have Arafat here. No need to confuse it with anything. Its 9th July 2021 for observing fast.

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