On the day of Friday.

One day in the week,
when I felt too weak .
Fight not for me ,
But with myself.
Missing, fear, worry all together,
Long last fire burn on this day .
Try to find you here there,
But don't understand why?
This Friday turns me dumb.
Some kind of threat inside,
Seems like it's our last meeting.
Feel like you will leave forever 
New day will come but not you
You are beloved to me then life
You know that but

What if you  leave me.
I can't leave you but still
This Friday turns me crazy
We have only one life
I will not get you again
So I feel alone in this crowded world
you and world trying to separate me
From the peace of my heart
Handling all this pain whole day
When Time changes and new day starts
But still  oh love see my bad luck
Again this Friday came..