Why it is this much tough?...

Something inside me want to write. There is something in my mind which is too disturbing. I am in a deep thinking what I want to do is to write, write what I don't know? There is a storm inside me which want a answer. This world is really a battle. We had to fight it. I never give shit to the rights of girls, protection of girls Never but I always feel boys need justices. Girls are blessing of Allah. Do really a girl is a blessing for her family, relatives, friends, neighbours, husband. I don't know from my  childhood only I saw parents become unhappy on girls brith? Do they don't want girls, but why ? They know girl child is better than boy child but still they are afraid to have a girl why? 

In all her life she had to be really careful. From childhood only one thing she had to listen that be  careful while doing this thing or that things. Famous dialogue," luk hind ghari chi gasun ". When a girl is pregnant she never want a girl child why? Is girl any devil? Did mother's also start differencing between girl child and a boy child? I always heard mother don't care what my children is. Why always birth of girl close mouths of parents? Before birth they start thinking about their marriage. Is marriage this much important even before birth it is decided? Girls had to think about people what if my clothes are not liked by people,they will comment on my family. Boys have a meeting time everyday in which they talk about girls on  shops. Our friends don't know what we wear but all those boys know. All boys sitting their have a sister but still they talk about others sister's.  They have their own life so they can talk about anyone. All boys want to talk to girls whole night forgetting others all like the same. If girls went outside they had to ask for permission. We had to give justification where we were? We cannot talk to boys. If we have phone then they had to check our messages, photos why don't we belong to this world? Why this all comes into their minds? It's all because of sitting on those shop's. Now comes the time of marriage. Girl can't choose his partner. If she did then she had to face alot of problems. If father's phone  is using by boy then their is no problem but if the same phone is present in girls hand then their are numbers of many people. Every bloody thing starts at home if your family trust you no matter what other's said. 

Molvis also speak that girls watch TV serials, listen music,wear short clothes. He also talks like everything wrong is done by girls. Don't boys use mobile, Play games, listen music, watch sexual vedios. Oh please keep your mouth shut if you can't talk what quran said. 

At the time of marriage girls family had to please boys family. Even if girls family have done nothing wrong still they had to say sorry. Why girls family are afraid of breaking the marriage. Only boys doesn't live in this world,girls also live. So why only girls get effect by breaking the marriage. Why marriage is this much tough? 

I don't want anyone to protect me, I can protect myself. Why after reading this much still boys family is over girls family. All happen because we all humans don't do what we read, we all do what we see..