Don't love if they don't respect it

Love may be  too beautiful but why always love took us at worst condition I have a lot of problems in my life but no people around me face worst things than me. if love gives you tears so please don't love someone . I just came to know that our first and last love should be ourselves but we forgot the thing when we love someone  while loving that person we feel everything is beautiful but we don't know it is a  Tsunami which will destroy us upto our worst she was crying now she is not able to express anything  to anyone. she begs that person every day  but maybe he never loved her, her  heart has a pain and she got characterless certificate from everyone only because she loved him she became rebel even parents left her.   After  tolerating  this much , he does not love her.He had problems with her  clothes she changed them, don't go or  talk with those people she did not.  She  did the same thing he used to tell but she also used it to call him, leave all self-respect aside. He said call me this time she did the same after obeying him completely he is telling her that he does not love her. it is not her mistake but she is  still crying I hide my phone from every eye when someday they  don't talk   she used to cry in front of everyone her  parents fear perhaps we did something wrong then they try everything to make her  happy what should she  says to them, a boy who does not love her she is crying for that person she was single daughter of her  father he brought everything for her  but the  handbag given by him ,she is   showing to  every friend. She was saying i  have alot of pain in my heart I asked for reason she did not respond she want to mention her hero's fame infront of me. I am not blind I know her I can't see her crying. I  can feel her pain and what  she  kept  inside her heart. she is  smiling in front of everyone now no one can say she had any  problems in her life.  I asked her what is the reason she is crying she stopped and started talking like nothing happened but  her eyes were wet but she gave smile at me. That smile is till killing me inside.

if after one Joy I have to face this much pain so thank you but I will never love. 

Please its my humble request to all of you never get into this stupid love  track