pain with me always!!

Your not only just a headache,
you are my life worst ache.
Spoiling my mood is not just your wish,
it becomes your habit.
Feeling of alone in a gathering,
Separating me from everyone.
Shaking  every cell of mine,
Which  makes me cry sometimes!
You changed my life into hell,
Everyone left after seeing my mood.
Loosing control over head,
made me feel a like a mad hen.
When you increase the temperature,
Adding water to it to cooldown.
When my straight hairs turn curly,
Get afraid while looking at them.
All night afraid to close my eyes.
Wondering here there so that I can ignore you,
But always you took a different way.
I don't understand why you do it with me,
But now you do it or not.
I will face you with all my strength.
Heat with heat I will defeat,
Cutting off my hairs, I will do.
I will stand up so that you can't shake my cell.
Sleepless night I will convert into productive night's(like this time).
But listen baby, now you can't destroy me.