From my childhood,
for things I never asked!
Given I would accept
not given i wouldn't fight
If asking for things is demand,
Then yes I am demanding !
From my family,
Desire for love and care,
Which they never gave!
Didn't ask, I work how they wanted
Face parents fight always
Walk after mother where she takes
If asking for love is demand,
Then yes I am demanding !
From my friends ,
Wanted to play and live ,
But never stayed long at one place.
Whenever,I will open my heart,
Time to pack bags to go home.
Habit to Share secrets
and visiting them Never form
If sharing my secrets is demand
Then yes I am demanding !
From my tours,
Wanted to visit everywhere,
Family fights never let me go,
Every after six months,
Shifting to and fro,
All look with angry looks.
So prefer to stay home
Where me, my loneliness and TV
If asking for world little my own is demand
Then yes I am demanding !
From my school,
Wanted treatment like other kids
Everyone with family love,
Confinence on their offspring,
None would sat with me because
I would wear that old uniform,
Not with new pencil, no toffees
not with nice water bottles .
All education went into vain.
If asking for equal treatment is demand,
Then yes I am demanding !
From my love,
Give them all I have,
Afraid of their love and separation
Wanted them to support and trust me
when No one believes me.
Wanted them to understand me,
When I lose control on my mind.
Want them to be normal with me
If asking them to be normal is demand,
Then yes I agree I am demanding !
Start speaking about what I want
But now people call me rude.
Start fighting for what I want
But now family call it arrogance.
Become my own secret keeper
But now friends call me strong headed/ angry bird
Perfer to stay home and hate to talk
But now people call me boring.
Study now the way I like
Now people want to praises me.
Hard I used to try for making people stay
Now people think I stop loving them.
If trying to be happy is demand
Then yes I am demanding!
If my rude, arrogance, angry ,
boring, disrespect ,greedy nature
effects people still I demand
so yes I am demanding and I will demand
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