Last time

Calling my name everywhere

Speaking about you,

Trying to believe them,

But failed to do that.

Last time when you opened eyes,

When I called your name.

Looking me from  top to bottom,

With peace of relief.

Closed your eyes forever.

Your body felt pale

Still feeling your breathing.

You will get up again.

Sitting in corner waiting,

You will open your eyes again

Everyone crying and screaming

Came near you to hold your hand,

Wanted to sleep with you,

Once again on your chest.

When they took you outside,

Never want to leave your hand

When they shouted at me,

Go outside,you are not allowed.

Sitting outside and trying to believe.

Put cold water on my head ,

To come out of the shock.

Someone called out who wanted to pour water.

Surrounding your pale body,

People cleaning and washing you.

Want to hug and kiss you,

But all stopping me to do it.

While kissing you water entered my mouth.

Made me feel you are not alive.

Wanted me to come with you.

Closed eyes till everyone returned.

Putting you into your dark home.

Body didn't support me anymore,

While writing this my arms give up.