We were friends!

Still remember our ist meeting, when we fought. Ist day we fought with each other, I can't believe we became friends. You were told to sit with me. How we become

friends I don't know but I know that we were close friends. 

You remember 50 50,we used to ate it because their were alot of biscuits. Shopkeepers remember that what we were going to brought because we have only ten rupees to ate.

You faced alot because of me, Sorry yaar.i remember when my family curses you but still I followed you and got my forgiveness. After that day we never talked on phone freely. 

The time spend with you was life's beautiful time,thankyou. I know our luck is too bad which never left us. Wherever we went outside, things got wrong, that overcooked food, ice cream in rain and that tasteless sandwich .

You are ist person because of whom I got jealous. I always told you to make friends not royal but loyal. When you found those friends at tuition, you used to spend a lot of time with them. I started to ignore you, those day we were one and you felt that I got jealous. 

I am not like those who keep asking you about your life. For me your name is enough. I never asked you about your personal life because I believe when their is trust we share everything with each other.

You remember when we used to bring oreo and 50 50 we used to ate oreo because there are less biscuits and share 50 50 with everyone. Once when fiza send us to brought samosa and we wasted our classes 10minites for it. We were crazy, are not we? We faced alot those days but we didn't give up. 

I loved you yaar and you don't know I can kill for you and I can die for you. we will not let someone talk about it or raise finger on our friendship . If you ever need my help I am always there.

I am not able to look at you,when I look at you, all of a sudden I want to cry and never wanted to stop. You hated me deep inside. You gave my family a chance to raise finger on our friendship. You let them call you a fake friend which I never want. I don't know why don't you call me those days,when you know I become orphan. She was not only my grandmother she was my everything, father ,mother,teacher, supporter, friend...

Everything 

Do you know what my family always stopped me to meet you, talk to you but I never listened to them..

I know by calling or messaging someone we don't become friends but their words give us strength to fight our problems. When we are happy we miss our friends but when we are sad we need our friends shoulder to cry on. 

I will never leave you but sorry never expect I will look at you because I am hurt deep inside . 

I did many wrong things with you but I never let someone raise finger on our friendship. 

I wish I can change everything and make it better like before. I always miss you and I love you so very much.